我总是意识模糊时想起你，清醒后觉得放弃你，我想让你回忆起，又怕你回忆起来后，淡淡回答那是个故人。I always think of you when my consciousness is blurred, and when I wake up, I feel like giving up on you. I want you to recall it, but I'm afraid that when you recall it, you will faintly answer that it is an old man.