一方面希望别人可以足够爱我
On the one hand hope others enough to love me
一方面又不希望有人靠近我
On the other hand, it don't want someone close to me
我要的是长久
What I want is long
我要的是永远
What I want is always
至今无人可以肯定的说给我
So far no one can say for sure to me