凌晨一点,睡不着,胃痛越来越让我难以入睡,只有坐在电脑前,傻呼呼的又不知道干什么。
常常幻想一种温暖的感觉,由心脏最柔软的地方开始衍生,慢慢的蔓延,渐渐包围那些冰冷的肌肤,让冷固的血液缓慢流淌,温暖我的视线。
因为这样,我就可以温柔的看着这个世界,无论是白天,还是黑夜。
几乎每晚,我都盯着南滨路深夜里孤独的街灯,黑夜中的一排橘黄色,柔和的温暖着冷漠的世界,让黑夜的袭来,不再那么让人惧怕,而是让人觉得安逸。
依然还是蓝调,那么的适合这样的夜,略带冰凉的风,与漆黑得只剩下轮廓的城市,几盏零星的灯火,几许寂寞的人,点着越抽越寂寞的烟,喝着越喝越空洞的酒,或是大笑,或是哭泣,或是感伤,带着眼泪,慢慢入睡。
心里空空的,什么被拿走了,重要不重要,谁知道?
躺在床上,大大的张开手臂,却拥抱不到谁,对着天花板微笑,是给谁的?唯有紧紧的将被子裹在身上,蜷缩身体,试图让自己的体温,温暖自己空空荡荡的心。
地心引力,让我们在地上,离开了高高的云朵,离开了闪烁的星辰,却给了我们心痛的感觉,让我们可以依靠在大地上,放纵自己的情绪,或许这样,垂直滑落的眼泪,才有了诗的价值。
gravity is working against me
and gravity wants to bring me down
oh i'll never know what makes this man
with all the love that his heart can stand
dream of ways to throw it all away
oh gravity is working against me
and gravity wants to bring me down
oh twice as much aint twice as good
and can't sustain like a one half could
it's wanting more
that's gonna send me to my knees
oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
and gravity has taken better men than me
(now how can that be?)
just keep me where the light is
just keep me where the light is
keep you all where the light is
just keep us where the light is
ohh.. where the light is!